Weltschmerz
Between these limbs, an emptiness
branched blue above the center of this
abandoned orchard, the afternoon
sky adrift like a dreamer’s thought,
if not for the blunt, occasional thud,
drawing attention to the ground
and over-ripened peaches the color of hurt.
No matter how still the moment, how deep
one retreats into the wooded row & column
of neglected fruit trees, there is always a reminder
that somewhere, someway, someone
is feeling a presence that has no feelings.
Each weighted limb, a burden of wrong,
each momentary tremble, a wind’s memory
of suffering. Sunlight softens the dark
stigmata along a gray trunk’s wound.
Flecks of insects glint like mica in granite, bits
of everlasting light among this amber ache.
Published in the Zócalo Public Square
Elegy for Those Not Yet Departed
This much I'm sure. It is hard to believe
in another morning's gift now that the evening
lawn has learned to grieve. Tonight moonlight
keeps sending its condolences, as if forgotten
whites on the line at the far end of the yard
can no longer bear a body's absence, and
that faint slant of lost light from a kitchen
window is not enough to bring anyone back.
Yet no one has left to forget that familiar way
home, those simple names of neighborhood streets:
Elm, Oak & Maple. Outside this window empty
trees
keep rehearsing a sadness I wish I could ease.
Restless curtains ghost about as if they have
some
other place to go. The once sure shadows
have
now grown weary of their own quiet visits. Still
this room tries to hold onto everything it can.
Dresser mirror shines. Full moon shifts
to leave itself upon the polished floor—spent
soul
too tired to find its body. But this is not a
scene
where the sheet is slowly drawn over the
head, or
the doctor helplessly closes his black leather
bag.
The lawn has no reason for its plain, dark suit,
this solemn night—its one pale
chrysanthemum.
Soon daylight will slip between the limbs,
begin to soften the lonesome, walled sorrow
of shadows. Even the last geese
that shall rise across this endless, gray longing
will not make much of what they leave behind
—
no winter song for lifeless trees
nor grief given nights in the glove-quiet
that a pallbearer wears, finding
what it's like to touch & not feel.
Published in the Clackamas Literary Review
For more about Greg and more of his poetry.
Check out Greg's blog:
http://memoryslandscape.tumblr.com
Published in the Clackamas Literary Review
For more about Greg and more of his poetry.
Check out Greg's blog:
http://memoryslandscape.tumblr.com
No comments:
Post a Comment